Today Is The Day I Feel…
… really sad over something I love.
Not sure if I’m just over-sensitive or over-reacted like how some emos defined it, but today I felt that I’m so sucked at something I love to do. Well, not everything. I would be lying if I said I’m sucked at everything. Just certain part of it, but it’s enough to make me feel sad about it. Ahh well… call it over sensitive then. *sob sob sob*
What makes me sadder is, when I look at others, being able to do well at it. Not comparing, definitely. But still I feel sad. I feel suck! Big time. 
Long Journey…
… and I haven’t seen any sign. I don’t have the feeling to do it anymore. I just don’t!
Fever
I just realized that I blogged more today. Hee. That’s what you do when you’re on MC and you can’t do any other things but writing. For the first time I’m trying extremely hard to recover faster. I try not to miss my meds. Noticed the word try? Yeah, compared to last time I didn’t bother to eat them meds at all. Few important things to do this week. One of them is definitely my 10KM Mizuno Wave Run, which I had registered ages ago. I think this was the route for the duathlon series couple of months back.
I foresee I might give it a pass again this time. The Lady is so fever and other than that, I need to save more energy now. *Srottt.. srott*
Laters.
So Much of Love For…
… this song.
Why I like it? Cos I’m emo. Hahaa !!!
The Lady Is So Thrilled
Why? I have more of my favourite bands/songs featuring in BC programme. Just so I thought the rendition of my favourite Desolation Row by KKK (made popular by MCR, original by Bob Dylan) is perfect for it, upcoming next is The Prodigy and a rendition of Hinder’s Use Me. What? This is so sick!!! Real bad-ass!
BC rocks!
The ABC’s of Meme
Today we ripped this meme off a blogger named Maggie from the blog Mind of a Mad Woman. She said that she stole it from someone’s blog, which was probably stolen there as well. So, of course tracing back our theft’s thieves might take some time. Cheers to all us thieves!
A- Advocate for: Peace for all human race.
B- Best Feature: Ermm… eyes? Hahaa!!
C- Could do without: Watch.
D- Dreams and desires: To win million dollars and to kill the guy who stole my PDA.
E- Essential items: Watch, iPod, purse and travel card.
F- Favorite past time: Cooking and handcrafting.
G- Good at: Writing and organising.
H- Have never tried: Bungee jump. Not in this life or next.
I- If I had a million dollars: I’ll spend it wisely (wise as in my own term).
J- Junkie for: Great sound system.
K- Kindred spirit: I found one last time, but I don’t now.
L- Little known fact: I’m a shy person.
M- Memorable moment: Too many.
N- Never again will I: Make my parents upset.
O- Occasional indulgence: Tostada Chips.
P- Profession: Banking line.
Q- Quote: Live a strong life, fight a good fight.
R- Reason to smile: If I’m happy.
S- Sorry about: Not being able to help all the poor people.
T- Things you are worrying about right now: Thing that I got myself into right now, at this moment.
U- Uninterested in: People’s business. Nahh, no thanks.
V- Very scared of: Worms.
W- Worst habits: Procrastinate.
Y- Yummiest dessert: Classic chocolate cake with vanilla ice cream.
X- X marks my ideal vacation spot: Anything place that is laid back and not commercial.
Z- Zodiac sign: Scorpio
Fix You
When you try your best but you don’t succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can’t sleep
Stuck in reverse.
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can’t replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
And high up above earth or down below
When you’re too in love to let it go
But if you never try you’ll never know
Just what you’re worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream, down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face and I…
Tears stream, down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face and I…
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.
