Work Is Hectic….

…..but hey, I’m doing fine.

One good thing being involved with international companies is I got to gain more experience. And not to mention the huge networks. Sweet. But, good thing doesn’t come alone. The bad thing is it really demands my time. Gotta stay back in office because our working hours with theirs is a little bit different. Plus, my migrain is getting worse nowadays. Blame it to caffeine? Uh, urmm.

Out of all the bad things, the one thing that always ticks me off is, sometimes my boss won’t give me a chance to meet the customers myself. I mean, I do meet all my customers to see their business and what nots. But that is local. I’m not yet have an opportunity to meet those international customers. Hey, I do have them all over the world; Dubai, London, China but when it comes to go to site visit, my boss will leave me behind. So, most of the time the communication is via email or teleconversation. I never seen the real projects. Fine, if they don’t wanna bring me along, then they should arrange and process everything after that. But no. I’m the one who is going to process everything; from A to Z. I’m the one who is answerable to top management should the financing went kaput. It’s me. Me ! So, I should have the same opportunity to go and see them. Not fair.

But hey. I’m just working my arse off here for the money to pay my bills. I can’t complain much. As long as I don’t become like a pathetic loser who always begs for money from whoever passed by me, so that I can get new phone or pay my electricity or go for vacation and what nots. How pathetic is that? Very pathetic that I myself can’t even comprehend. Hahaaaa ! Though, I do need money to get them new cellphone I’ve been eyeing for. Heehee.

Okay, back to work. I’ll get more sarcastic when I’m tired. But don’t worry. I won’t beg for money from you. 

When You’re Gone…

“I always needed time on my own
I never thought I’d need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I’m alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you’re gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you’re gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you’re gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you’re gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you’re gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And When you’re gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you…”

I think this song by Avril Lavigne is beautiful. Though the lyric is simple and easy to understand, I love the melody of this song. Beautiful sad song….

So, my best friend did me a very surprising and warm small celebration the other day. I had expected this (as usual) but least that I know she also wanted me to do the #8 of this list. Don’t laugh at the list as this was the list I made with her when we were in our university years. Yea, we were silly that time. I’ve totally forgotten about it; maybe because 5 of them are not that easy to accomplish at this moment and I had done the remaining 4 except for the one thing she asked me to do on that day. I must tell you, that was a flattering moment; me surrounded by best of friends on my special day.

Should you come across with the video one day, keep them for your eyes and ears only. Hope you won’t bleed your ears. Hahaa ! And yeah, I did the Avril.

Belated Bread Puding & Apple

I got my belated birthday bread pudding last night. Yayy. Then I got a crystal apple. Also a belated treat. Double yayy. So, my thanks goes out to Bell for the yummy pudding. Since I don’t have skill to make vanilla syrup, I paired it with evaporated milk. I like. Another thanks goes out to Stan for the lovely apple crystal. Very pretty. Love it. Will park it at my work station.

Thank you so much. Now back to work !

My Chemical Romance Is Coming….

My oh my… I just don’t believe the news I’ve just heard. Elaine told me that My Chemical Romance is hitting Malaysia. OMG ! OMG ! OMG ! *Faint*

Did some googlings, and yeah they are expected to perform live in Malaysia in December. 9th December 2007, to be exact. OMG ! OMG ! OMG ! *Faint* I really hope this is not a rumour. If it is not a rumour then my wish finally comes true. I really wanna see them boys performing here. OMG ! OMG ! OMG ! *Faint* So crazy of them. Got hold of all their albums. I better keep myself updated on this thing. Fret the tickets are sold out. I’m so excited. *Bounce bounce*

Cres, MCR is comin’ to town. JE, MCR is comin’ to town. I know you don’t like them but who cares. Stan, MCR is comin’ to town. Lyn, MCR is comin’ to town. Book your flight back from London and we can go crazy like LP’s concert. God knows how excited I’m now !

Now syhhhhh ! I want to study their lyrics. Enjoy these video/song.

One Notch Wiser…. (I hope !)

Right here at this moment, I am another 8760-hour older. Another year wiser…. I hope. Really, I DO hope. So, what have I learned from that voluminous hours? Albeit my life is kinda idle most of them hours, I did take away some good values out of it, which I hope I can use it as a lesson for my kids and grandkids.

Yeah, I’m 365-day older but I’m the same person who is always there to bug you all with my sarcastic marks, always there to share some funny jokes and most importantly, I’m always there for the people I love in my life. I’m very grateful that I’m allowed to keep on breathing at this point in time I’m blogging. Isn’t that sweet? If that is not sweet, I don’t know what it is. Anyways, so many I haven’t accomplished last year, hope to do it better this year. Keep on praying…. and praying…..

So…. this is my first wish for this year…

So much of drowning in FB’s black holes. Heehee.

I’m Mean When It Comes To Values

Albeit the hoohaa of Raya celebration among my family and relatives, there is still a group of people that always irritates me during Raya. I’m talking about group of kids who come to the house just for the sake of them green packet. Gosh, kids nowadays are so daring.

There was actually a group of them who came yesterday and asked me, “Do you give money or not?” Since I love to give lesson to people around me, regardless they like/appreciate it or not, I had decided to teach them a lesson. I shoo-ed them away. Mean you may say. Yes, I’m mean when it comes to values. They are just kids, you may say. Yes, they are just kids but everything starts at this age. I don’t mind giving them the money but they should have some good attitude and festive spirit. They are just kids, you may say again. Yes ! I told you, I’m mean when it comes to self values !

When I was at that age, I visited neighbours for the sake of Raya mode. Yayaya… I was a good girl back then, so?? If both of my younger sisters came to relatives’ house for money, believe me, I scold them. I mean, that is not a good practice. Not that people mind giving but these kids themselves must not behave in such way too.

I’m a fun spoiler, you and them kids may say. So ?? Told ya’ I’m mean.

Happy Eid Fitri

This Saturday is the biggest day for Muslim all over the world. Yeah, it’s Eid Fitri. I can’t wait.

So, for all my Muslim friends, Happy Eid Fitri. Forgive me for all my intentional and unintentional wrongdoings. For those friends who are thoughtful enough, thanks for your Raya cards. Really appreciate that. I managed to make my colleague jealous. Heehee.

And for those who had taken my property intentionally a.k.a stole it, I will never forgive you. Not in another life. I mean it.

Ok, peeps. Happy Eid Fitri !!!