I’ve been mentally tired nowadays. Adjusting to my new job has taken helluva toll on me. Still, I’m grateful that I’ve a job. Not the perfect one, but the job that pays my bills. I’ve been skipping my weights training for a week now. Nowadays, if I don’t have class to teach, I would rather head home and sleep.
Anyways…
Lately…
I’ve a thought of…
…… quitting GX. Stop teaching BC for a year top. OK, I’m happy with what’s going on at the moment, but I used to be happier. A good friend once told me, “… the more you workout, the more your soul is disappearing. Workout is supposed to make you happy but if you’re tired and not happy while working out, what’s the point? It is supposed to enrich you not to drain. Noted that you’re at your best fitness, great shape but lack of soul? Think about it.”
Hmmmm………
I don’t know. But I do know, my goal is slipping away from me and I don’t think I’ll ever get close to it again. Pure sadness. 
Can relate to u… Go find a hobby:)