This is it! After been discussing and talking about this with SKII for months, finally I come to this day. The assessment day. My feeling? A little nervous. Do I want it? Ermmm, let’s just say that, not as much as how I desperately wanted that ONLY ONE tiny box to be ticked so that I’m an ELITE instructor! Yea, I haven’t let it go. I’m a sucker for perfection. Why didn’t she just tick that one little box? Advanced is good. But I don’t want to be good! I want more than that!! Advanced is not good enough!!!!!!! Rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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OK, where was I just now? *giggles*
Wow, I couldn’t believe that I still haven’t let it go. Yea, I haven’t let it go. But I accept the fact that, all this is not given. It needs to be earned. Okay, I understand. It means, I need to work harder! 
Anyhoo, as for this assessment, I take it as part of learning process. It’s only an assessment anyways, doesn’t mean anything. It could mean nothing, for all I know. Just an assessment and that’s it. Heehee. I don’t have any expectation. Actually, there’s nothing to expect. Unless if it is an assessment, whereby if I excel, I’ll get that one stupid box tick, then it’s another story. 
